Busy Schedule

It's been so long since I've posted a blog.  I've been so busy ever since I moved back into school.  I got an internship with a fashion magazine!  It's 2.5 days a week so I'll have to commute into NYC 3 mornings a week.  On top of that, my parents are making me do a program for my eating disorder two nights a week at home.  Their reasoning is that if it doesn't work, because I tried a less intence program first, insurance will probably clear me to go into the Partial Hospitalization Program for winter break.  I'm only going to take 2 classes this semester, with my internship counting as a third.  But for one of the classes, I'm a teacher's assistant.  With work on top of all that, I'm freaking out.  I was actually crying in bed two nights ago and sobbed my whole therapist appointment yesterday because I have no idea how I'm going to do it all and still get good grades and sleep.  I'll also have no social life and just be crabby all the time because of how tired I am.  Of course I'm so psyched to have the internship, and I do love staying busy all the time but this is beyond busy.  I've been so busy that I haven't had time to obsess over food.  I still follow most of my rules, but I haven't exactly followed my eating schedule, or eaten as many fruits/veggies as usual.  It's been kind of nice to not be obsessing over food all of the time.  I also haven't been to the gym in 2 or 3 weeks not but I've been so busy that I haven't had the mental capacity to get upset about it.  I guess I'll see how this all plays out but it sure is going to be rough in the beginning.